Saturday, August 01, 2009


Is it hard for us to appreciate something? Or do we just a pathetic ignorance?A hug, a kisses, handshake or even a "hello" could make someone's day meaningful. It shows care and people need that in life.

A simple appreciation are mostly forgotten where people always took it for granted. How many time do we hug our loved one in a day?None?Once?Twice?and how many hours in a week do you spend with your kids or your family?is that enough?

I attended a training few years back and the trainer did raised this issue. He was one superbusy human being. He first started to work at 16 or 17 years old in chemical industry due to poverty. Aye! he said the money was good but he didnt know what will come afterwards. As time flown, he become one succesful person and it is time for him to settle down and have family of his own. After 13 years of marriage he finally had a daughter, "god's give" he said, as he actually couldnt have a child due to previous contact with hazardous chemical stuff. Still the story continue. Since birth her daughter spends 2 years in a hospital before she allowed to go home. Still he work superhard to provide the best for his family until one day he collapsed, suffering a stroke and still living with a unremovable blood clot at certain part of his brain. Yes. Physically he recovered but Doc said the blood clot is too risky to be remove. He still live on with the fact that he can die at anytime. He then told us life is not all about busy life, good money, or status. It is all about appreciation. He then said "family first" appreciate them, love them, have a great life with them and dont wait till you finish your work or while u see them. A hug, phone call, sms would mean a lot. Dont wait for your husband, your wife, your children to come and give u a hug or kisses, you must make an effort to do that to them no matter the time or place. Then only u tend to appreciate your life more.

He is more stressing on family relationship rather than friendship. As he said "if you have 1000 friends, maybe only 1 of them will turn up during your hard time. So family first!"

Show your love!

Learn to appreciates! :)

Monday, July 20, 2009


Hampir setiap hari aku bertanyakan ini pada diriku.


Cukupkah 3 perkara yang aku akan bawa bersamaku nanti?

1. Amalanku
2. Ilmu yang dimanfaatkan olehku
3. Amal/sedekah jariahku


Aku juga punya CINTAKU, RASAKU dan JIWAKU seperti kamu.
Cuma aku tidak pandai meluahkan dengan kata-kata.
Aku sedar itulah kelemahanku sejak azali lagi.
Aku tidak mengharapkan apa-apa balasan cuma kesetiaan dan kesabaran kamu bersama-sama denganku.
Selama yang aku lakukan ini adalah ikhlas dan kerana Allah SWT.
Aku sentiasa berdoa agar sentiasa dosa-dosaku diampunkan, hidupku diberi petunjuk, jodohku dikekalkan, rezekiku diluaskan, matiku didalam iman, kesejahteraan hidupku, keluargaku di dunia dan diakhirat dan semoga segala amalanku diterima olehNya.
Semoga dugaan ini dapat diharungi dengan kesabaran oleh kita semua.
Kita hanya mampu merancang dan berusaha tetapi Allah yang menentukan segalanya.

Friday, July 17, 2009


Cantikkan??? Nanti saya dah buat kira-kira saya akan beli ini muahahahaha...... apsal la ko lawa sangat padaku???lalalalalalilalalalilalala

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


Here we go!

1. Uninterrupted good night sleep.
2. A quiet meal time (it can be either breakfast, lunch or dinner)
3. A quiet holiday (once a year)

Thats all my wish lists for now.
I only need once a month for 1 and 2.
Am i being selfish??


Its been a year and a half since i post any entries.
Life have kept me busy with my lil one and workloads.
OOooo yea the office had move to Subang too, an additional of an hour driving sheesh...
Pretty hard to juggle everything at a time.
I'm pretty messed up here and there too, but then this is life and as it is.
To all my friends, sorry for not catching up with u guys ;)
To my family thanks for the full support and the unconditionally love i really really appreciate it.