Perbualan 4.45 petang bersama si 5 y-o

5 y-o : Aunty, kenapa tak tulis (menaip) dah?
Aunty : Dah penat tak bole pikir..
5 y-o : Kenapa tak bole fikir?
Aunty : Otak penat
5 y-o : Kita kene guna otak untuk fikir. Kalau otak kita penat nanti kita jadi lambat. Kalau otak kita tak penat nanti kita jadi laju.
Aunty : Otak 5 y-0 penat ke tak penat?
5 y-o : tak penat.
Aunty : ok tolong aunty type ni.
5 y-o : tanak..
Main point - KITA KENA GUNA OTAK UNTUK FIKIR hehehe....
Selamat menyambut Ramadhan... :)

Urge

I do have the urge of buying / doing many things and at the end, i end up with nothing due to my guiltiness of buying / doing it.

Today at lunch time, I saw one nice bloody handbag and i decided to buy it, because i have a thought of buying something nice for me (which i didnt do for a very long time). Then in a second, the guiltiness starts pouring in. The results i end up with nothing. It happens over and over again for many things unless if i can see my toe nails peeking up thru my shoes.

Theres something wrong somewhere. Not only happen when I want to buy things. Now it also happen when im doing things. Working late, do make me feel guilty big time. So does any activities beyond 5.30pm do make me feel guilty especially to my kids. To my dear friends, I really want to meet guys badly but I just cant. I really missed talking/doing things with people which do not-live-close-to-me.

I'm always worry if the kids get home late. I really hate it. The kids should be home by 7.30pm or earlier so that they can spend their quality time at home and not at baby sitter's. I can the see the joy on their face if they get home early.

When it does involve the kids and the family, i always feel guilty about doing anything else for myself. The guiltiness just creep into my soul where i do feel the tension and i always end up with stress.

I think its about time for a visit to "that place" again.

My MAS Enrich Postcard

My MAS Enrich Postcard

KENAPA SAYA TUKAR KERJA? Saya baru tukar kerja baru, tetapi masih lagi di company yang sama. Setiap kali saya bertembung dengan kengkawan opis di walkway, office, cafe dan tempat2 yg lain semua akan tanya "amacam tempat baru ok?" off course la ok yaw!!! Terima kasih kepada rakan2 opis yang sungguh prihatin terhadap kondisi kerjaya saya. Truthly, i love u alll ! kerana support yang berterusan :) without them saya pasti seperti semut kena tutup ngan mangkuk heheheh suka hati je buat peribahasa sendri. Tetapi terdapat juga segelintir masyarakat yang berandaian begini:

• ha amacam? ape jadi budak2 lama ko?huru hara?


• Baru padan muka dieorg bila ko takde.

For me takde masalahnye pun kalau seseorang itu bertukar ke tempat kerja yang lain. Hidup perlu diteruskan yaw! ada hikmahnya bila kita membuat sesuatu yang baru. Dalam situasi saya ni, saya bukan la baru sangat dalam pekerjaan saya ni. Cuma dulu saya hanya focus kepada 1 scope kerja sahaja. Sekarang dari 1 dah jadi 23. ha! kan bagus tu. Kita kena cari ilmu, bukan tunggu ilmu datang kepada kita. Dalam mencari ilmu tu off course la banyak cabarannya kan? off course kita kene recce peluang2 yang bole kita ambil untuk meningkatkan skills kita.oleh itu kita perlu bersabar dan belajar sebanyak mungkin dalam masa yg singkat. Insyaallah pasti ada jalannya dan Allah itu maha pemurah. Alhamdulillah, sekarang i'm looking into things in much more broaden ways. Bukan ke itu perkara yang baik? Disamping itu saya juga memberi peluang kepada collegue saya yang lama untuk memperluaskan lagi pengetahuan mereka dalam kerja yang saya buat dulu. tempat juga sudah kosong insyaallah ade rezeki mereka boleh cecepat naik pangkat :D lagi satu yang ingin saya kongsi, jangan sesekali kedekut ilmu, kerana itu tidak akan membawa anda kemana-mana.

Bak kata seorang kakak yg sangat baik hati ni, "minah ni campak kat mana2 pun die ok" hehehe ....

adiosssss

Saya tidak pandu BMW X6 :p

ok harini nak share cerita berkenaan pak guard2 yang bekerja di pintu utama opis. Situasinya begini bila reader rosak:

a) Hari Pertama Jenis Kereta : Sport

zzuuuup psssss (ciptaan bunyi kereta brek approaching main gate) pak guard tak pandang. Bukak tingkap, lambai tangan and flashing the staff card. Pak guard bukak palang and suruh kita jalan.

b) Hari Kedua Jenis Kereta : Up sket daripada kereta sport kepada kereta biasa

Zuppp Piss (masih lagi ciptaan bunyi)... pak guard senyum angkat tangan n terus bukak je palang. tak yah lambai, tak payah flash staff kad.

c) Hari Ketiga Jenis Kereta : Up lagi kepada kereta seperti boss boss walaupun bukan boss :D

Vroooooommmmm ...... brek sket je palang dah siap bukak and pak guard tabik :p Pergh diskriminasi giler2 wehhhhh! opis je pon!

SErius aku ngantuk

Sejak Ahad lepas aku memang dah rasa tak sihat. Budak 2 org tu dah start demam demam 3 hari sebelum tu lagi. Biasala budak2 kalau tak sihat sure meragam n malam je sure asyik terjaga. tak selesa badan panas. Aku ni pulak mungkin dengan rehat and tido yg tak cukup maka aku pun tejerumus ke kancah masalah kesihatan nih.
Start isnin aritu aku dah start sakit tekak, batuk and selsema. sampai ler ni dah 4 hari still tak reda2 lagi. Bila masuk opis pulak, aircond punya la kuat. Sejuk macam duduk kat tundra hehhe macam la aku penah dok situ. Tapi gambaran sejuk tu camtu la untuk tahap2 aku yg dok kat malaysia ni. kene pulak makan ubat selsema n batuk perghhh apa lagi tekuap-kuap cam badak ngantuk. Bila ngantuk ni bahaya, mula la karangan surat menyurat jadi mengarut n kira2 jadi kelam kabut. Kalau masuk meeting sure kaput terus.
Malam ni dah la aku nak pegi Terengganu pulak. Harap2 selsema tak teruk sangat. Nanti camne aku nak diving esok pagi pulak?kan?kan?kan?ooohhh pulau redang...... xoxoxoxoxo
Hopefully aku fit untuk diving esok pagi.
Amin....

A Date...

Esok saya ada temujanji. Mudah mudahan semuanya ok. Terima kasih kepada ayah yang sentiasa memberikan sokongan terutamanya dari segi moral, emosi dan kesihatan saya. Walaupun saya tidak cakap apa-apa, tapi he just can sense it. He's always there for me through good and difficult time. Semoga Allah swt sentiasa merahmati ayah di dunia dan akhirat. Saya sayang ayah sangat!

Serangan

It's been a while since i last had it. For the first time in a year period it came back.Damn! it was hard, attacking me there and then and i cant sleep until now. Its already 2.15 am and my heart is pumping super hard. I wish i could sleep, but myself are fully awake and theres no sign of sleepyness. Just took something milky hot with the hope i could fall asleep and survive the night. How i wish for that sleeping pills subscribed to me before.

De-stress

Im hooked with baking since im 10 yo. Not only that, in fact i love to cook. Just tell me the menu insyaallah i can work it out. My favourite ever would always be plain butter cake with orange zests. Current addiction would be the red velvet such a devilicious with that red colouring :p
Anyways, back to baking. Alternately on every weekend night or whenever the stress level is up i will baked. I do not know why, but baking do really de-stress me out (besides scuba diving) :)
Some people might not understand it, but thats what people's define as a passion. Well even my kids love it.(more likely to lick out the left-over batter) and more having it while its still hot!
So what do you do to de-stress your self?

Just another entry.

New job, new responsibilities and a lot of issues. I'm stuck in the office, not doing my job (obviously ;p) and updating my old blog. Every year i keep a promise to myself to update the blog at least once a month. Huh! more likely 4 entries in a year (yeah what an achievement). lol.

Appreciation.

Is it hard for us to appreciate something? Or do we just a pathetic ignorance?A hug, a kisses, handshake or even a "hello" could make someone's day meaningful. It shows care and people need that in life.

A simple appreciation are mostly forgotten where people always took it for granted. How many time do we hug our loved one in a day?None?Once?Twice?and how many hours in a week do you spend with your kids or your family?is that enough?

I attended a training few years back and the trainer did raised this issue. He was one superbusy human being. He first started to work at 16 or 17 years old in chemical industry due to poverty. Aye! he said the money was good but he didnt know what will come afterwards. As time flown, he become one succesful person and it is time for him to settle down and have family of his own. After 13 years of marriage he finally had a daughter, "god's give" he said, as he actually couldnt have a child due to previous contact with hazardous chemical stuff. Still the story continue. Since birth her daughter spends 2 years in a hospital before she allowed to go home. Still he work superhard to provide the best for his family until one day he collapsed, suffering a stroke and still living with a unremovable blood clot at certain part of his brain. Yes. Physically he recovered but Doc said the blood clot is too risky to be remove. He still live on with the fact that he can die at anytime. He then told us life is not all about busy life, good money, or status. It is all about appreciation. He then said "family first" appreciate them, love them, have a great life with them and dont wait till you finish your work or while u see them. A hug, phone call, sms would mean a lot. Dont wait for your husband, your wife, your children to come and give u a hug or kisses, you must make an effort to do that to them no matter the time or place. Then only u tend to appreciate your life more.

He is more stressing on family relationship rather than friendship. As he said "if you have 1000 friends, maybe only 1 of them will turn up during your hard time. So family first!"

Show your love!

Learn to appreciates! :)

MUHASABAH DIRI

Hampir setiap hari aku bertanyakan ini pada diriku.

ADAKAH AKU BERSEDIA UNTUK MATI?

Cukupkah 3 perkara yang aku akan bawa bersamaku nanti?

1. Amalanku
2. Ilmu yang dimanfaatkan olehku
3. Amal/sedekah jariahku

Astaghfirullahalazim....

SAYANG

Aku juga punya CINTAKU, RASAKU dan JIWAKU seperti kamu.
Cuma aku tidak pandai meluahkan dengan kata-kata.
Aku sedar itulah kelemahanku sejak azali lagi.
Aku tidak mengharapkan apa-apa balasan cuma kesetiaan dan kesabaran kamu bersama-sama denganku.
Selama yang aku lakukan ini adalah ikhlas dan kerana Allah SWT.
Aku sentiasa berdoa agar sentiasa dosa-dosaku diampunkan, hidupku diberi petunjuk, jodohku dikekalkan, rezekiku diluaskan, matiku didalam iman, kesejahteraan hidupku, keluargaku di dunia dan diakhirat dan semoga segala amalanku diterima olehNya.
Semoga dugaan ini dapat diharungi dengan kesabaran oleh kita semua.
Kita hanya mampu merancang dan berusaha tetapi Allah yang menentukan segalanya.

MY NEW POSSESSION

Cantikkan??? Nanti saya dah buat kira-kira saya akan beli ini muahahahaha...... apsal la ko lawa sangat padaku???lalalalalalilalalalilalala

WISH LISTS

Here we go!

1. Uninterrupted good night sleep.

2. A quiet meal time (it can be either breakfast, lunch or dinner)

3. A quiet holiday (once a year)

Thats all my wish lists for now.

I only need once a month for 1 and 2.

Am i being selfish??

WOW!

Its been a year and a half since i post any entries.

Life have kept me busy with my lil one and workloads.

OOooo yea the office had move to Subang too, an additional of an hour driving sheesh...

Pretty hard to juggle everything at a time.

I'm pretty messed up here and there too, but then this is life and as it is.

To all my friends, sorry for not catching up with u guys ;)

To my family thanks for the full support and the unconditionally love i really really appreciate it.

cheers!

AWAK NI LUCULAH!

PM gesa bendung kenaikan harga barang

Oleh HAMDEN RAMLI

PUTRAJAYA 4 Jun – Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi mahu rakyat menjadi ‘mata dan telinga’ kerajaan dalam usaha membendung kenaikan harga barangan keperluan ekoran langkah menaikkan harga petrol dan diesel berkuat kuasa esok.

Sambil meminta rakyat mengamalkan gaya hidup berjimat cermat, Perdana Menteri menegaskan, bantuan orang ramai itu amat diperlukan bagi membolehkan penguatkuasaan dijalankan secara lebih berkesan.

“Langkah berjimat ini bukan untuk kita menjadi kedekut, tetapi jangan sampai berlaku pembaziran. Kita mesti kurangkan pembaziran dalam apa jua perkara yang ada hubung kait dengan kehidupan,” katanya pada sidang akhbar mengumumkan pakej penstrukturan semula subsidi bahan api di sini hari ini.

Beliau menambah: “Kalau kita sedia buat perubahan dalam cara hidup dan buat penjimatan, insya-Allah kita tidak akan hadapi kesan yang teruk sangat.”

Menurut Abdullah, kerajaan komited untuk memastikan golongan berpendapatan rendah dan sederhana tidak dibebani kenaikan kos bahan api dan makanan.

Beliau menjelaskan, harga bahan api dan komoditi di peringkat global yang meningkat secara drastik menyebabkan struktur subsidi minyak sedia ada di Malaysia tidak lagi relevan dengan pasaran.

“Kerajaan sentiasa prihatin dan sentiasa berusaha menolong rakyat tetapi dalam keadaan yang berlaku sekarang (harga minyak dunia meningkat sehingga AS$135 setong), inilah cara yang sebaik-baiknya,” ujar Perdana Menteri.

Tegasnya: “Bila masa susah kita kenalah sama-sama susah, bila masa senang kita sentiasa saling membantu.”

Abdullah memberitahu, langkah penstrukturan semula subsidi bahan api yang diumumkan hari ini tidak bermakna kerajaan telah menarik subsidi minyak sepenuhnya.

“Subsidi masih diberikan dalam pelbagai bentuk bagi meringankan beban rakyat. Malah, kita masih memastikan harga bahan api di Malaysia adalah antara yang terendah di rantau ini,” katanya.

Tak tau lah apa nak jadi kat Malaysia ni.
Asyik-asyik ubah gaya hidup. Tapi orang2 awak tak berubah pulak gaya hidupnya :)
Pantau harga barang? yalah u get the minister to go to pasar take picture with ayam, ikan, sayur, published pic in news paper then said "kita akan mengambil tindakan terhadap peniaga-peniaga yang menaikkan harga barang dengan sewenang-wenangnya."
Tapi akhirnya takde apa2 pun. Cakap kosong saja.
Ubahlah cara kerja orang2 anda tu. Ooo ye ubah la juga gaya hidup hiburan tu.
Sikit-sikit berhibur buat konsert sana sini buat habis duit tax payer.
oooh one more hantar PATI tu sume balik je negara dieorang.
Buat apa habis duit bagi dieorang2 tu makan minum tido best2?
Baik bagi kat rakyat sendiri yang susah2 tu.
Ubah la gaya belanja yg tak tentu arah tu.
Please be wise for once.

I NEED TO......

GO DIVING......

Lost In Space

Sometimes, I get tired of this me first attitude
You are the one thing, that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you
'Cos your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first, star at night
I'd be lost in space without you

(Chorus)

And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels, just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good
But it's alright, I know your out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you

(Chorus)

And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

(Repeat chorus)

I'll never lose my faith in you
I'll never lose my faith in you

Selamat Pengantin Baru Lynn & Ardy

Semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat

Love ya!